Shhhhhhhh, I don't want anyone to know that, ew!Miss Friendship wrote:GASP. WE HAVE SOMETHING IN COMMON.
I am a suffering individual. But no, that's in a different category. Though frankly, I'd be at a bit of a loss as to how to spend money to help the people I care about. I don't like giving to organizations because there's too much fraud and stuff going on and you never know where your money truly goes. I would want to help abused kids somehow, but again...what good is money going to do them, and how would one find them? Bleh. Maybe I could just slip it to the cops little by little to crack down on known abusive parents.Miss Friendship wrote:Were you serious about buying an island? You would rather do that then help suffering individuals?
I was withdrawing from everyone and everything. I essentially "broke up" with all of my friends, deleted all my accounts (this is when Facebook went away)... I packed up my stuff and put it all away in the garage. This is also when I shredded my journals. I was erasing myself from the face of the earth in preparation of dying.Miss Friendship wrote:Why does suicidal depression equal turning the computer off?
No, definitely not.Miss Friendship wrote:Did it help?
Mostly fear of a painful death, or fear of failure. I will not be one of those who fails. There was nothing positive that kept me from doing it.Miss Friendship wrote:How did you get through that time?
There have been a lot. A plush goat that nodded his head and sang "The Lonely Goatherd" from The Sound of Music. Similarly, a plush fox that dances around and sings "What Does the Fox Say". A jumbo rainbow slinky that is like 8 inches across. A ridiculously expensive Sleeping Beauty Deluxe Doll Set that came with precisely six dolls I had zero interest in, just so I could have the horse, Samson.Miss Friendship wrote:What's the silliest thing you ever purchased?
I don't think I started crying myself to sleep until I was closer to puberty and depression began to set in. I don't remember doing it as a child. I have done it many times as an adult. Reasons for all... Loneliness, hating myself, missing someone, feeling hopeless, being suicidal.Miss Friendship wrote:Did you ever cry yourself to sleep as a child...or adult? If so, reasons?
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